Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Not Looking Good...

Today's beta was 124, down from Monday's beta of 157.8.

Beta hell continues on Friday with a fourth draw.

Hopefully the final stop in this nightmare will be the ultrasound Monday afternoon.

I can't believe this is happening.

11 comments:

E and R said...

A whole string of words that I should not type here are running through my mind - you can use your imagination to figure out what they are.
But at the end - I am so very, very sorry. I wish there was something I could say that would make this situation better, but I know there is not. Please know that I am here for you - no matter what you need; a shoulder to cry on or someone to listen - whatever. Thinking of you and praying for you.

Stephanie said...

I am so so sorry for you right now. I wish I had the words to take away some of your pain right now. Thinking of you.

TurtleMama said...

I am so sorry that the numbers weren't what you wanted to see. This just plain sucks and I hate you have to go through this. Thinking about you.

K said...

*Hugs* I am so very sorry. Words are never enough at a time like this, but my heart is breaking for you. Our loss at 10weeks was the hardest thing I have ever went through, please let me know if I can help in anyway, even if its just someone for you to vent at who understands what you are going through.

Tiffany said...

I am sending you hugs...there, did you feel it? It was a double squeeze. So sorry you have to be going through this. It's so unfair!

amy said...

I swear words are just NOT enough! This just isn't fair for you :( It's hard to understand the "why's", so for right now you are entitled to feel any way you want. Just please find your strength in the Lord and your sweet husband! There are better days ahead...

K and K Wicker said...

Oh how my heart hurts with you. I have sat in your position and endured what seemed like such a cruel and immensely sad time. I know there are no words adequate for all you are feeling and thinking. Know there is a sweet, precious plan for your family. God already knows your babies and is just waiting for the most perfect time for you to meet them. When He says "No" to us, it's only for an amazing greater "YES"!! Keep the faith.

Kerrik said...

My heart goes out to you and your husband, though I wish there was more I could offer. Thinking of you.

uneggsplained said...

I am so so sorry...... this just sucks- my heart is breaking for you. It's just not fair.
I am praying for you.

♥ C said...

Aww I dont know what to say but I had to say that I am thinking of you and sending lots of hugs!! xx

Stephanie said...

Sending you hugs and prayers! I'm so sorry!!! I wish I could say or do something to make it all better for you!