Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow is our second IUI and I am oddly calm about it. Not that I am complaining about this new relaxed nature that has come over me, but it is weird. Last night I gave myself my trigger shot without an ounce of fear. Sure I would have rather NOT done it, but it was no big deal. I didn't stand and stare at myself in the mirror for ten minutes convincing myself that it had to be done. I just cleaned the area, jabbed that needle in and injected the medication. Easy.

Today as I thought about the fact that I will have someone other than my doctor doing my insemination I really didn't have any nervous feelings about it. I have never had a male doctor examine me below the belt, and I am typically a HUGE worry wart about all medical procedures, but here I am not worried in the least. I LOVE IT!

I am ready for tomorrow! What I am not ready for is the 12 painfully long days that will follow before my beta.

4 comments:

Stephanie said...

I feel ya! AF will either be here in the next day or two or I'll be hoping to see that BFP. Its killing me, I just want to know already!

Yay for being calm and not stressed! I wasn't stressed about our last IUI, but I still didn't like the trigger shot. I make the hubs do it because I can't stand needles!

Good luck and sending you lots of prayers, hugs and positive vibes for today!!

Brandi said...

Praying for you!!

E & R said...

Fingers crossed that this IUI is the one! Perhaps the calmness is a good omen that good things are going to come from this.

uneggsplained said...

Good luck for today.... hope all goes well. Hope you continue to stay in a clam and relaxed state:)