Tomorrow is our second IUI and I am oddly calm about it. Not that I am complaining about this new relaxed nature that has come over me, but it is weird. Last night I gave myself my trigger shot without an ounce of fear. Sure I would have rather NOT done it, but it was no big deal. I didn't stand and stare at myself in the mirror for ten minutes convincing myself that it had to be done. I just cleaned the area, jabbed that needle in and injected the medication. Easy.
Today as I thought about the fact that I will have someone other than my doctor doing my insemination I really didn't have any nervous feelings about it. I have never had a male doctor examine me below the belt, and I am typically a HUGE worry wart about all medical procedures, but here I am not worried in the least. I LOVE IT!
I am ready for tomorrow! What I am not ready for is the 12 painfully long days that will follow before my beta.
4 comments:
I feel ya! AF will either be here in the next day or two or I'll be hoping to see that BFP. Its killing me, I just want to know already!
Yay for being calm and not stressed! I wasn't stressed about our last IUI, but I still didn't like the trigger shot. I make the hubs do it because I can't stand needles!
Good luck and sending you lots of prayers, hugs and positive vibes for today!!
Praying for you!!
Fingers crossed that this IUI is the one! Perhaps the calmness is a good omen that good things are going to come from this.
Good luck for today.... hope all goes well. Hope you continue to stay in a clam and relaxed state:)
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