I've been having some absurd dreams lately. The first couple were just pain outrageous and left me thinking about carnies when I woke up in the morning. Last night's dream was about our egg retrieval.
You may remember that during our first IVF cycle I had a recurring dream about my doctor showing up to my ER wearing flannel pj's with kittens on them- I'm hoping this new dream doesn't become a staple of my dreamy state. At least the last one was kinda funny- this one was just concerning.
In my dream Hubs decides that he doesn't want to go with me to the ER (NOT acceptable!) so I asked my parents to go instead. Keep in mind my parents don't even know that we're starting another cycle right now- and my mother is WAY too high strung to be in attendance at my ER/ET- no way, no how. In addition to it being totally weird that my parents were there, I had the nurse from HELL. She knew absolutely nothing about the IVF process and didn't think it was a big deal that I had no idea how many eggs were collected. Then, although I've done this before, I think that it would be important for them to go over the post-ER restrictions- they didn't agree. So weird.
I woke up this morning VERY thankful to be in my bed with my alarm buzzing on my nightstand. I know that none of those things would ever happen, but that doesn't mean it doesn't mess with my stress level a little bit.
In more exciting news... 8 more BCPs! I'm oddly excited to start injecting myself with lu.pron on Monday- I know that sounds odd, but I'm well aware how quickly things start moving at that point!!!
I have my annual tomorrow with the doctor we are hoping to use for OB care in the near future- I'm sure I'll be back here with an opinion mid-morning.... because, I always have an opinion!
6 comments:
I hope your appt goes well tomorrow and that you like the doctor.
Hormones do wacky things to our thought process, so I'm not surprised when they affect my dreams too. I just wish it weren't that way.
Bad dreams are no fun. The worst is waking up with your heart pumping like you just ran miles!!
Yay for only 8 more days of BCP'S!!! Hope all goes good at your appoinment today!
Hope your appointment goes well and you like the new doc.
Looking forward to the 18th and lunch!!
That dream would have left me feeling totally unsettled too. I can't believe it's already time for you to start your injections again. So exciting!
Wow, that dream sounds stressful :(. I hope it doesn't become a recurring dream for you. At least you know when it comes down to the real ER, it won't be anything like that! Your husband will definitely be there and the nurses will know exactly what they are doing! So excited you are getting so close now!
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