Sunday, March 27, 2011

Trumped...

I'm afraid the "signs" from earlier in the week were trumped this morning at 5am when I sleepily put my thermometer in my mouth. My temperature has been higher than it has ever been for that last week or so, and I was beginning to let hope (to be honest, a lot of hope) creep in. Today however, it dropped. My beta is tomorrow morning, so I'll drive 40 minutes each way to confirm what I am already pretty sure of... I'm not pregnant. I guess it is time to drag out the old white folder and give it a more serious look.

7 comments:

eggsandsperm.com said...

I'm so sorry hun :(

E and R said...

I am so sorry. I was sure this was going to be it for you. Treat yourself to something today - you deserve it. Thinking of you.

Baby Hopes said...

Urgh! So frustrating. I'm so sorry. I hope you find peace in moving forward with IVF and that it brings you your treasured and much deserved baby.

Stephanie said...

I'm so sorry to read this. I was holding out so much for you, hoping that you would make it work so I could go into our next cycle thinking it could work. Hold out a little hope, maybe there will be a miracle! Hugs to you friend!

Michele said...

I'm sorry to hear this. Even though you are ready to give up, I'll hold out hoping for you.

Bobbi said...

I'm still holding on hope for you, okay? If not, know that we will all be there right there with you as you move forward with IVF. God is watching over you right now and is unveiling His plan to you. :)

The Hudack Family said...

I'm so sorry. I wish it got easier with each bfn but it doesn't. Stay stong!!